sighhhhhh...
i guess the blues are finally catching up on me - when i'm left to my own devices emoing is inevitable - and i guess i should've expected it.

YOU KNOW, ONE WOULD THINK I'D HAVE GOTTEN USED TO THINGS BY NOW. but no... T_T
AHHH VERY SAD!!!!!!! ><"

ny friends in sg, carlo friends overseas/busy, then i just feel very lonely T_T can't help but feel envious of ppl who have had friends they've known their whole lives...

maybe this is why i'm so addicted to computer/MSN, sad T_T

hmmmmmm recently heard that my primary school classmates had class gathering! OMIGOSH! ahhhhh i want to go T_T i miss a lot of them! quite ironic, how i thought i hated primary school a lot in sg, but then, thinking back, there ARE a lot of nice ppl and a lot of nice teachers. i wonder if my form teacher is still there... and and, if my HMT teacher has retired yet.. SHE WAS SO NICE! XD!

er, bad sign, this is dangerous, thinking of the past, noooooooooooo ><"
-pushdownthememoriesandlookforwardintothefuture-
*cough*
easier said than done

AHHH SHALL STOP EMOING!
i am who i am because of the way my life has been/just is, and well, i have a feeling the future is going to be pretty much the same, what with my aspiration/dream/whatever.
and yup, my experiences may very well prepare me to deal with what i WANT to face in the future. cause when the time comes, then it'll really be MY choice to leave everything behind, and then i'll do so gladly =]

i'm turning randomer by the day! ><"
i think it's the side effects of holidays = being cooped up at home = unnatural hours of practicing piano and time spent on the comp (that's practically all i do, and then i stay up very early into the night reading XD) = weird temperament.

just went out with friends last friday, BUT I MISS THEM ALREADY! T_T
and nooooooooooooooooooo, we are not going to have another outing this week, SO SAD! ><"
ahhh! and meisze's leaving on hol this sat, AND WE HAVEN'T EVEN PASSED HER HER BDAY PRESENT YET, how?! o.O (er just realised no one knows who meisze is *cough*)
but yeah, i want to be there when everyone gives her her bday present. zzzzz T_T we bought a pillow + blanket (from morning glory, cost us quite a bit of money) and a HAMMOCK! haha, er.. she requested one, so yeah... XDDD

hmm.. oh and friday grace gave me a letter, supposedly goodbye letter? it was really really nice to get a letter from her, and it was so touching, cause she enclosed like don't know how many sheets of different letter paper from her collection so that i will remember her when i use them. hmmmmmmmmmmmmm AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 2 years is such a devastatingly short time, but it's always the most i have before i have to move on. sad life. T_T

HOPEFULLY WE WILL HAVE ANOTHER OUTING NEXT WEEK! then i can pass her my reply letter instead of having to bother to mail it to her XDDDDD

-oh and i think the brisbane post will never be finished, so yeah. still thinking whether i dare to upload the video of our holiday in brisbane (aka me and my bro at the beaches, with mum XD) i made, but then, most readers of this blog have seen it anyway. but maybe i shall just upload as compensation for not blogging? XD er, but then, not compensation for leona/nat/connie XP-

this WHOLE POST IS SO RANDOM!

shall stop rambling ><"

hmmmmmmm yup. BORED.
ahhhhhhhh well!
shall go sleep now XD piano lesson tomorrow! hopefully jimmy doesn't kill me again ><"