just called ruse, and noooooooo despite the letter they mailed earlier in the month stating that school opened on the 30th, due to the pay rise given to teachers, strike is cancelled and school opens on 28th. tomorrow.

mixed emotions, more apprehensive than excited, definitely.
most students have already gotten their timetables, i haven't cause i'm new.

and then there's the thing with dropping bio. bleahhhh technically we ARE allowed to change our subs within the first month of year 11, but then complete with the fact that i'm new and don't understand how things work and the high chance that when i drop bio all my classes (or at least some of them) will change, sigh, very confusing T_T

ah well, i've lived through all this before, and i will tomorrow/following week/the rest of the year/the rest of high school.
and i resolve that when i get into uni, i'll STAY IN THE SAME UNI (not like i can change unis. *cough* or maybe if i stuff up HSC really bad, i WILL end up changing unis. ok shal not jinx myself T_T)

but really, i hope this is the last time i enter a new environment when i don't have to (if that even makes sense)

ahhh well.

things are really put into a new perspective when you know that time is limited. bleah. kind of like, those ppl who learn that they have a terminal illness, and once (if they ever) get over their depression, it's like they're totally changed. hmm randomness XDDDD

hahaha ok self moral boost:

I SHALL BE HAPPY BEING NEW TOMORROW! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!