and there's still so much stuff going on
these days the weeks seem to just fly past:
omigosh is it week FIVE already?!!!!!

bleah, it's just a mad act of juggling and keeping on top of everything and really trying to maintain the balance.
not that homework is overwhelming or anything, just that besides homework, there's still piano, projects, extra curricula stuff (nat i'm thinking of joining the INTERACT IN AUSTRALIA as well. but still thinking... XP) and well, keeping in touch. and i still owe my poor great great grand mortal a letter ><" and pris. and diana. sigh... AND. hmmm other things happening really soon as well.. XPPP *coughcough* anyway, JIAYOU FOR YOUR PIANO EXAM NAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =] don't talk about failing ok? have faith and yup, prac hard but don't stress over it cause as long as you try your best it'll be fine - you're so musical and talented! =] it's almost unfair lor XP i bet the time you spend prac-ing for 1 hour is equivalent to me prac-ing 2 hours. blah XP "autumn leaves" is SUCH a nice song. the acapella version is stunning - the harmonies are soooo beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rather short and the lyrics are simple, but yup. amazing how nice it can sound with just 10 ppl singing 5 parts (pro singers! excluding me XP) was singing it during music today - wong made us sightsing and we were all rather "zzzzzzz" but it wasn't too bad, at least it's easier to pick up than jazz XD i still find it amazing how well the guys in my class can sing! i mean, normal stereotype of a teenage guy = won't sing in front of ppl if his life depended on it, or at least won't sing loudly, or probably can't sing well, but most definitely won't be singing without a care in the world

haha XP

bleahhhh WHY DOES RUSE HAVE TO GIVE SO MUCH HOMEWORK?! cause honestly, i love ruse - the school culture, the teachers (most of them anyway XPP i still miss douglas T_T), the lessons, EXCEPT all the homework. and i find some of it very elementary (obviously i'm not referring to maths), a waste of time, redundant, repetitive, boring... blah T_T i mean yes, practice does make perfect - but TOO much practice achieves the exact opposite XP
and w/o so much homework, LIFE WOULD BE MORE MEANINGFUL! *coughcough*
or maybe it's just their way of training speed. i'm getting faster and faster at doing maths, which is good XP maybe it's just cause i understand everything better now and i'm keeping up better, but yes, i'm spending a significantly lesser amt of time on maths, which frees me up to do other things!!!!! =] yayyyy

ahh well. have a lot of things on my mind these days, so just ranting and rambling away here XP it is my space after all - but probably doesn't make any sense at all. not meant to. my thoughts are weird. XPPP

lala ok shall stop wasting time. hmmm, just pray that everything will work out with time... =]