and a single song unleashes the floodgates that have been tightly closed, thus far.

i know i'm being silly, because i already KNOW the ending, and i KNOW that on hindsight, i won't regret all this... one would think that by now i really really would know better. i do, but certain feelings can't be reasoned away.

it's just cycle over cycle, feelings of deja vu... but at least i'm comforted by the fact that everything will turn out alright - if i didn't even know that... ><"

i just really thank God that friends appear everywhere, almost always unexpected, and that He gifts me so many close and treasured friendships - i could have the audacity to say, although friendships formed within such short spans of time, rival those of a decade. or maybe it's just because i never had such a friendship to hold as a standard to...

sigh. all things take time. i know i've said this before, but it's just not the SAME. there's one single point of redemption ^^ *cough* but still i wish things were the way they were before.

and then once again i tell myself... it was my choice. ah well... really should stop rambling! and emoing T_T