it is beyond ironic when at a time like this people turn to me to be consoled
actually, saying that it's ironic is mean T_T

i'm quite at a loss. i mean, i feel your hurt, but then you won't tell me what's wrong. and it hurts me that you are hurting, but there's nothing i can say if i don't know what's wrong! ><
and you just sign out and it seems as if you've taken a small piece of my heart with you and i just can't cease worrying.

sigh.

what DO i do? when really all i want to do is rage at you for being so immature and idiotic and stupid and shout that would-you-please-consider-my-feelings. but then i remember what i'm supposed to be to you and how much i do love you and i stop myself just in time

sometimes being a friend, a good friend, a very very good friend, is such a burden. then again, it IS worth it.

so if i have to be strong, i will be, for you.

and i say a silent prayer that God will watch over you, guide you, and comfort you.