that i simply do not blog about specific people and places intending for them to read it - unless it's a thank you, or a happy birthday, or something quite generally pleasant. so when it is unpleasant, and it does refer to a specific person, i am quite sure that the person in question doesn't even know my blog exists.

this post is the only exception.

somehow i have a feeling that you probably won't read this - or maybe not until a days, weeks, months, after this post date.

i won't deny i'm hurt, but when it comes down to it i don't blame you. after all, i was guilty of the same crime as well. i guess we all are a bit self centered - before we realise that the world doesn't revolve around us. sometimes it's hard to imagine that anything else could be screwing up someone else's life.

i guess it's just my luck, that things, bad things, always choose to bombard me at the same time. i'm sorry. (then again, looking on the bright side... at least it means i get relatively big chunks of good times in between where i can pick myself up and wait for wounds to heal)

sigh.

don't make me decide to repassword this blog.

and just for the record: it is over.


ANYWAY. going to europe, and am suitably excited and jumpy and nervous all at the same time. not particularly looking forward to 8 + 12 hours on the plane (not to mention transit time in between) but ah well, the ends will make the means worth it =D and it is SIA =D

and to everyone else reading this, no i am pretty sure i'm not talking about you. trust me, if i am talking about you, you will know it. bone deep.