counting stars, sheep, memories; tracing lines of thoughts in the tangled jumble trying to find the end; not thinking to much; floating on a high of bubbles~ =]

it's unbelievable that week 4 is starting tomorrow! has it really been 3 weeks already of being the oldest, the most responsible, the most burdened year group at ruse? XD somehow i want things to slow down, although i can't wait for HSC to be over. but no it's all going by too fast and it's 3 weeks nearer to graduation, to separation, to a new world that i still don't understand and can't even begin to comprehend. and i still have so many decisions to make... really should stop thinking so much, and just place my whole life in God's hands, trusting and having faith. it's hard, but it's worth it ^^

just found this on facebook! =D the year 8/9 rusians are so cute! especially elaine (dong) =D hahahaha. and phil is awesomeee ^^ "the apprentice" XDDD will miss looking up to geoff though T_T (pun half intended XD) God's family is awesome, awesome, awesome, awesome, awesome =] (sorry i have a serious lack of vocab ><)

corrinne may's "angel in disguise" is such a lovely song =D just wasted... hmm, half an hour improving on the riff XD

i really, really, really should be doing work but somewhere along the way i kind of lost the motivation, sigh T_T i have a feeling i will fall hard and fast this time, but i probably need to fall before i'll wake up from the trance i'm suspended in ><

bored. LOTF is horrid. whyever did i choose it as my related text?! but now it's too late to change T_T oh well... yes, back to doing work... or attempting to... sigh.