it's really weird, cause falling is painful, but most people don't exactly mind falling
but anyhow, most people try really hard to prevent falling, and when they do start to fall they kind of twist and change so that it won't hurt so much.
but sometimes people fall so hard and so fast that they just can't stop themselves in time. and then sometimes it's so bad that there's no getting back up again.

and it just feels like i'm freefalling and there's no handholds to grab onto, it's just miles and miles of brilliant blue skies and sunshine and fluffy candy floss clouds. extremely pleasant, really, but when the end comes it will be the end of me as well. unless something, or someone, intervenes and catches me before it's too late.

(and oh it's so true when they say that sometimes the silence means so much more than what is said. in this case, it would be that the words that aren't typed hold so much more meaning than what is typed XP)