you know that sort of empty feeling you get in the bottom of the stomach when you finish a really nice drama series? it's horrid, horrid, horrid! T_T
like hangover, really, but it's just that you don't want it to end and really, wouldn't it be nice if it was like the truman show... so it'd go on forever and ever! + the truman show is filming "real life" and wouldn't it be nice if the drama was real as well... because you get so lost that it seems real. or maybe i just have an extremely warped sense of reality (i do anyway, LOL) i mean, it is taiwanese drama after all which is. admittedly very fake. HAHAHAHAHA. but comparatively i think the acting is really natural... it's just the eh. playing which is super fake - the only thing that ruins the whole thing... in my opinion anyway XD

i feel like watching it again, but probably after HSC. and by then i'd probably have forgotten/gotten over it.
i feel so weird and psycho. i don't usually watch drama and even then it really isn't my style but these days i seem to be forever loving + doing things that i'd say wasn't me. like the paramore song on my blog playlist, HAHAHA. or like hmm being so very crazy and outgoing at school o.O"
i wonder where the real ning has gone for these few days (maybe it was the drama that drove me away. started watching last weekend, and finished 22 episodes in a week. yes, that's probably enough to drive any sane person away =D)

and then i wonder, so who's this that's left behind? o.o
and i think it's the uber uber uber high E-LAME. *cough* (really, the title says it all. ignore my craziness XP)