wheeeeee hello connie =D ^^
happy birthday!!
wow you're 18 already... so technically you're an adult, and i'm only a minor. o.O it's weird to think of it that way XD

somehow i doubt you'll read this, and then it'll defeat the whole purpose of this post T_T
(i actually spent a lot of time on this, believe it or not XD)
but, since you've always demanded photos, i thought i'd go search up some unglam/weird looking photos of me that you haven't seen before. which is surprisingly hard, considering that nowadays i almost always upload all my photos on facebook + you used to always ask me for photos XD


but BEFORE we get into that... guess what i found! !!! yes it seems so ancient and like another lifetime altogether... XP i wonder if you still remember? hahahahahahaha XD

this photo was super weird to rediscover, because i was like. o.O somehow i look like you connie, or maybe i'm just deceiving myself XP and surprisingly this was taken towards the end of 07, which is like. hmm. wow. only 2 years or so ago.
you know when looking through photos i realised there's this huge gap of time where there are practically no photos of me. probably cause i'm going through that super awkward stage of growth that i look retarded in every single photo taken so i deleted them all XP but yes, this was nice to find (i used to just take photos of my shadow, cause it was the nicest looking bit of me XP)
and this was mid 08? which is like, hmm o.O" the only change is that i've gotten rid of the glasses and cut a fringe.
this is me being weird with my bro. towards the end of 08 i think. (see, it's so unglam T_T but you have a weird liking for unglam photos, so oh well T_T)
this was year 10 formal. i don't think i've sent this photo to you before, and it's taken in the toilet XP hahahahaha yes thought you might like it XD

this was some time last year. i seriously cannot remember when. i look super weird, as usual T_T (i could probably get a role as some ghost or something T_T)
and you definitely have never seen this before, it's me in a bright red tartan skirt... fun... very fun. i wonder if you can discern my "ohmygosh i look so horrid" expression on my face. XP but it was a milestone so i took a photo of it. hahahahahahaha. this was probably late winter last year, mhmm
this was very early this year, during the hols. i think i'm getting more and more tanned these days, which is rather disturbing, but meh. ppl have been commenting that i look half malay or something, and i'm just like, HAHAHAHAHAHA =D
and this was a month ago. valentine's day (and diana you won't kill me will you? XP) me in ruse school uniform acting being retarded. so yes XD oh and you see the pretty colour of my room (which was just about 99.99% of the reason i chose this photo. the other 0.01% was because i had to pick a photo of me in it. T_T)
but yes, happy birthday and i love you lots and lots and lots =] take care and God bless and hope you really excel through this year and be fulfilled and happy and have lots and lots of fun and laugh and love and just yeah... <3

(sorry, this was a super unconventional birthday blog post. it would've made more sense to somehow find photos of you and post them of you through the past few years, but then you'd probably kill me for doing that. so i posted photos of me instead. humiliate myself to erm... make you happy, see how much i love you? XP)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY again! miss you very very much, and hopefully see you end of this year! jiayoujiayoujiayou with everything ^^