i have a feeling you might just kill me for posting this photo ><" please don't!

it seems so unreal how much time has passed, and how far we've come as individuals. certain memories are so vivid that the event could've happened a month ago. but reality always creeps in and it's just... wow, we're in our final year of high school and soon to become adults.

i'd like to think we haven't changed all that much. but we have. what's amazing is that we're still friends, that our friendship still remains, overcoming so many obstacles. to be honest, sometimes it feels like we're drifting apart, but that connection never breaks and time and time again we're drawn back together.

you've been such an integral part of my life that it's almost as if you're one of the foundations upon which i've built myself to become who i am today. you taught me to laugh, have fun, love, and having you as a friend made me feel worthwhile.

i'm wondering if you would read this, and if you did, if it was anything at all like what you had in mind. but if i were to email you, this would be what i wanted to tell you. i really hope you understand that you will never be forgotten. there's only so much time in each day, our schedules clash, out of sync, but you will always, always, always be a friend.

no matter what happens, i'll always see you as a friend, because no one could ever replace you ^^

jiayou with school and everything that you're striving for! i think i've made concrete choices for my future. i'm dropping extension music at school and giving up my piano teacher's offers of helping me apply for scholarships overseas and stuff. it's kind of weird, but i think you'd understand XP cause you've always seen me as a science person anyway. i find it kind of amusing that even though i try to "escape" from my apparent "destiny" it comes back to bite me.

i've been super busy lately, and i have exams in 2 and a half weeks. again. they never seem to end. it's just one continuous block of exams after exams and exams. you know, sometimes i wonder what life would be like if i were still in sg XP i really can't imagine myself in HC. i think i've become so much lazier since coming to australia that i just can't picture myself surviving there. i don't think i could deal with the complexity of relationships either... perhaps i'm living in a bubble, but everything just seems so much more innocent and straightforward here, so much that i can happily be naive and childish. i just thought of what your mum would say if she heard me saying that. which is really random/weird, but nvm XD

anyway, i'm planning on going to singapore during the week of christmas! so hopefully you won't be flying overseas ><" miss you very much, and if you do read this, you officially owe me an email now XP (though honestly, please don't feel obligated to email me)

i like the idea of these blog posts so much that i might just continue with them (and post embarrassing pictures with each one as well. my logic is that if you're reading this then you'll tell me to stop and i will, and if you're not, well, then it doesn't exactly matter does it? XP)